"I" cried out for milk at... Saturday, February 26, 2005
25 February 2005I feel so HAPPY!! But yet I feel very bad.
Yesterday I went to watch "Closer". It's very nice. (at least that is what I think) but u need to know some basic sexual things to understand. U people should go and watch. I went to watch with Hong, Janie, Shihan, Melissa, Steven, Dennis. There were also other UOB staffs.. like the marketing dept Well Known Bitche....Suwen and Irene..
Anyway, I beg for the tickets. Haha! I ask Dennis to get the tickets for me. and he got it. and hong managed to get some tickets as well by redeeming using her receipt of $100+. I feel bad asking Dennis to get the tickets. He seems pissed off yesterday when I keep asking about the ticket thingy. I guess he had explained a lot of times to people(hong probably) and furthermore he is stressed about the tickets. He keep telling all of us not to tell any MSD(6th floor) ppl about the tickets. Cos they didn't get any. And he managed to get it. Love him so much… for getting the tickets. I have been wanting to watch this movie.
In the movie, I was sitting besides him. so Happy. haiz. it's silly of me rit? I guess im out of my mind. Hong keep scolding me the other day..thinking im mad..
Anyway, as we enter the movie theatre, steven was asked to be checked on his age when all the gals enter without being checked.. my goodness. I cant believe it. we gals look older than Steven!! Anyway, heard from Mel and Hong that he didn’t understand the show. Is he that innocent? Or are we gals already polluted in our minds?
We went Brekocafe to eat. Then we saw him again. so coincidental. He also went there for dinner with his friend. Didn't really stay there long. Went back after everyone finish their food. Feel abit awkward somehow. Cos didn't really know steven and Melissa.
Anyway,i was tired after I return home. Chat with hong on the phone for awhile and she went to sleep. she is so exhausted.
Today, my tuition is being cancelled. So I tried to continued studying but cant concentrate.haiz. hopefully I can finish my chem by today. So sian!!! I hope this time all my upcoming test i can pass. i ruined all of them the previous time. i fail them all... sob*** i really hope.... (crossing my fingers) haiz.
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12:05 AM :D
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"I" cried out for milk at... Tuesday, February 22, 2005
it's break but guess what... im in school... in hostel..
it's a packed week for me.. got alot of project discussions. just finish one of my proj discussion.. now janie is workin on the powerpoint slides.
i think im very bad.. i seems to be doing nothing. guess im nt hardworkin.. SLACKER JUN still slacking as eva.
anyway, i just change my tuition scheldue to tml. so that if thur i can get to watch movie, i can still go. YEAH!! there are so so many movies i want to watch.
HIDE AND SEEK, CLOSER, WHITE NOISE... anyone wana watch with me?
i just did some quizzes. quite interesting. there is one about "Why are you still single?"
quite accurate in some sense..at least for me..
"You are still single because you are too day dream
person, you want to love someone like in fairy
tales, you think love is all about passion and
romance, but guess what, it doesn't happen in
real life, but if it happens you gotta know you
are very lucky, you always look for a long term
relationship that may scare your partner, try
not to be so close and they will come to you."
Why are you still single? (girls& guys)brought to you by Quizillau guys can go try it..
http://quizilla.com/users/PrEtTyMaYa000/quizzes/Why%20are%20you%20still%20single%3F%20(girls%26%20guys)/haiz.. it sets me thinkin again.. im always daydreaming.. i have asked myself if i should give up... (some people will get what i mean). it seems that i have already fallen into quick sand and unable to pick myself up. i should focus on my studies.. but this is distracting me. How?! haiz..
i just wonder how long this feeling will last... or will there be an happy ending..??
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"I" cried out for milk at... Friday, February 18, 2005
in an hour time, i will hv the last test of the week before the recess break. I didnt really study. as usual i do nt have the mood to study. i keep dozing off after reading just a few slides..
anyway, the upcoming break, i guess i do not have time to rest. it is so packed. i have discussion for projects on tue, wed, fri. and the rest, i hv to mug. there's so many tests right after the break. hopefully i can concentrate.
yeah! i do agree my blog can be a place for us to gossip. it's a secret place though.. hmm.. quite a secret place.. just tag watever u guys want... hee!! We are such a gossip...wahahahahaaa
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"I" cried out for milk at... Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Firstly, Happy valentine day to all...hope u guys have a great day.. cos i din really enjoy that day...
Why?
I was pissed with some people..
Who?
A guy(i nicknamed him as Pesticide)... and a gal(i nicknamed her as Project Work)
I shouldn’t have agreed to celebrate valentine day. I regret it much. My initial thought was that I don’t want to celebrate my V day in hostel. it seems ke lian to stay in hostel alone. but now I think otherwise. Usually I spend my V day with my friends.. with all the gifts that were given to u on that day. I miss those days.. It’s so much fun… having to go buy pressie for everyone and receiving them.. even if it was a sweet.
Anyway, thought this yr V day will be abit different, cos celebrating with different people for the first time. The main cast were Pesticide, project work, Lisi and me.. Janie was supposed to join us.. but since she has her Dear.. of course she will stick with her dear.
When we were planning, Me and janie wanted to go KTV for that day. But since “Project Work” didn’t want to go ktv, we reluctantly agree for movie. We settled for “Constantine”. And dinner wise, I actually thought that Swensens was good. But to reserve a place, u will need to order set meals and it costed $65 for 2. MY GOODNESS!! I was shocked. Im nt really willing to spend that amt. and I don’t think that Project Work will want to spend that money too. since last x’mas she didn’t even want to spend $25 for a meal. So I thought Pesticide to decide on a cheaper place. But there was a lot of dragging here and there. I keep askin Project Work to decide.. but she say anything… everything also anything… anything …anything… she is sorta the main character. (Pesticide was jioin her).
I was thinking since my lesson ends at 330. then I can go town earlier and maybe can queue for seats. they agreed at 5pm. I thought it was already very late to go town.
But then at 5 pm, where are Pesticide and Project work?? Project work is in her room, Pesticide is at her room. And Pesticide still said that I thought we meet at 6pm. And he told Project work that we are meeting at 6pm. I was scolded for nothing from Project work. She was so scared that all of us will pang seh her. I told Project work that I already told them that we will meet at 5pm.. but she still said I didn’t say that and that she can check back the chat history of MSN.
I cant really rem if I told her online.. but I told her during lectures and on our way back to hostel on 14feb. Does she has short term memory? And I went to check my chat log history. I did mention that I want to go town earlier to walk. And Pesticide was the one to decide on 5pm. Idiot!!
So will u guys be pissed?
Firstly, I was nt very happy about him in her room at that time when we all agree that we are already meeting at that time. Secondly, the guy can still tell the gal that we are supposed to meet at 6pm. (if he want to go down with her alone, maybe he can inform me first. then I go down myself. I’m fine alone). Thirdly, I was scolded for nothing when everything was agreed upon the night before.
Then I waited for lisi. I thought I was late already. Then I realize that I forget to tell poor lisi the time. Then she came.. a lot a lot later. I waited at the control station for very long. When she came, project work and pesticide reach the place too. this make me even more pissed. I thought lisi will reach much earlier. Anyway, while standing there waiting, I was thinking stuff. And i was super DL.. felt like killing someone and crying too.. I shouldn’t be here in the first place. Why was I there? I was thinking of taking the bus back to hall and rest already. But I thought of Lisi being pull by me, and she is already on her way liao. I cant possibly left her there. then I called people up to complain. I was complaining to hong and somehow she was also scolding me about her stuff.. I was abit agitated.
On the train, I wasn’t in excellent mood. I was complaining loudly to make my feelings known to them(especially Pesticide) indirectly.
Anyway, I feel bad asking Lisi down, her back seems very pain. But of course she acts like gentleman taking care of me. hee!
After this whole thing, I came back to complain to Janie. me and her agreed that Pesticide no longer has the image liao. He was nickname pesticide cos he once was a pest killer(controller) but he is abit of pest himself now and since Pesticide kill pest, so he have killed himself. Destroy his image already.
Haiz.
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"I" cried out for milk at... Thursday, February 03, 2005
Out of curiosity i set up this blog. i was abit tempted to hv one too since everyone is blogging. but my intention is to play with it. but i didn't want people to know of this blog. shouldn't have reveal this webbie to my dear friends. and guess what, joyce has link me up in her blog. Gosh! i just wanted to play with template.. but nowadays too busy. busy with all my quizes.. which all of them i have failed.. :(
i still feel abit insecured having to post my inner thoughts feelings in blog. Some things are just nt meant to let everyone know. that's still my mindset. and if a particular person u are commenting is viewing ur blog, and ur comments are negative. then how? i know i am not being honest to people. i know i can be consider a hypocrite. but nowadays, everyone are the same. this is for survival sake. u rather want a "friend" than an enemy right?
besides that, if u like a guy, and this guy is a close friend of urs, i bet u wont want people to know unless they are ur close buddies. and if it just nt meant for the guy to know.. and he happen to know? i will be damn embarrassed.
my conclusion is that i will feel so restricted hving to blog if i can say anything i want. then what is the use of the blog? i feel better if i write down my thoughts or type it out.. just for my reference and it is only for my eyes only..
People tell me that blogging allows people to know what is happenin to u.. and anything like problems, they will be able to comment on it, help u out. But i think it's not possible for me. maybe im still conservative. i feel unsafe hving revealed too much of myself to everyone. to me, my life is nothing exciting or interesting. Im just a simple plain Jane mugging in sch hostel and slacker too.
anyway, i thought since everyone is blogging and studyin, working, they wont have time to visit moi blog. but my guess seems wrong.
shant say anymore.. maybe i will update my boring life to all my dear Friends, hor!! haha!
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