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"I" cried out for milk at... Tuesday, May 30, 2006


i was thinking when i was lying on my bed a few days ago. I just cant really recall much of my childhood life. my primary sch life, secondary sch life, Jc life. Nothing much that i rem. Maybe im having memory loss, maybe there were not much significant things for me to rem. I dont know. Most people always tell me how fun their primary sch life was, then mine was nothing(only thing i rem was that i used to be crazy over zero point, five stones, and skipping). As for secondary sch, i also dont know how i live my life then. I always had tuitions and tuitions and more tuitions. What a life i led- tuition life.

I was just wondering how did 208 come about, how come im inside this group, how come i dont recall being close to some of them before. I recalled that i used to be close to SM and Charm. then charm made friends with Joyce and we became friends ( is this how we know each other?) then dont know how fate brought me to, i become close to Homo. then Dont know how i was close to Lyd (issit thru tuition?). And how did i get to know XQ? CHin? ellie? becky? CJ? LeeLoo? haha.. im just too free now to think so much of this.

I guess all of us are brought together by fate and that we should treasure each other. I know we are having some "being the true me" problems. But there must be a reason that we are still close after 8 years. Im not an open person,but im beginning to open up myself. this takes time. of course i welcome anyone to tell me my shortcomings. these will allow me to understand more about myself. cos up till now, i still dont really know my identity, and i know im not a perfect friend.

There is also something i want to say, though friends we may be, but when you are my friend, i dont want you to be hurt, i will not tell you (immediately) how hurting or how bad or irritating you had been. Maybe i will gradually let you know or maybe i believe you will change someday. I still believe time is a factor. or to others, they believe that "leopard never changes its spots" instead.

Anyway, folks, please let me know how did i get to know u? hee! :)

i better get studying. im having a quiz tml. Aja aja fighting!



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4:00 PM :D

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Had a wonderful time during the KTV session. WOw.. amazing that we sang for about 8 hours and that was still not enough for the 3 of us. we wanted MORE MORE. we sang all sorta songs including 2 jap songs that we had found. I videoed some of the singings, it was so hilarious rewatching it. think we were so high. just wonder if i were to rewatch the clips when im old with child. GOsh! guess no one will believe that is me. lol

Anyway, by singing the jap songs just reminded me of the good old days. i really miss those days where we were carefree secondary students, singing in class, playing and chattting in class and even writing letters in class and pass to each other during recess. It was so fun at that time. Why is it that when we are entering the adulthood, life seems so boring. We no longer are that crazy over things (except for shopping) . We used to chat anything under the sun or moon, but this chatting seems to cease.

I reaLLy miss the days of watching Music station, my only place to know about jap songs. why must they deprieve me of even this entertainment. *sad*



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3:46 PM :D

* I WAN MY MILK!!!


@ janie's bIrthday Party.. photos with my JC friends and NTU mates

Happy 21st birthday janie!





























Busy leeloo being such a good host!



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"I" cried out for milk at... Monday, May 22, 2006


Saturday was Janie's Birthday party. Happy birthday gal. Bought a lot of pressie for her as a rojak (many different groups) of people share. To think that I had the most responsibility to buy pressie on behalf of different pple. Hope u (Janie) like the pressie. Picking the pressie credits also goes to Sharon too. Thanks Sharon for accompanying me get the pressie.

At the end of the party, Lisi gave me a ride home on her bike. My first ever bike ride. HOoo..The helmet is so heavy, making my head seems like it is going to break at the neck there. haha. the wind hitting the body was a nice feeling, but I think it was scary. Lisi said the bike is not moving very fast, but I always have the image of pple having accidents or injuried. So I guess that was my first and last ride on the bike.



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"I" cried out for milk at... Sunday, May 21, 2006


Last Friday, spend the night over at Leeloo hse. Leeloo is such a great host. Despite being sick, she insisted on cooking dinner and allowed us to stay at her hse. She kept worrying that we were hungry. Thanks Leeloo dear for the hospitality and dinner. Joyce and Becky and me are the only ones that did not sleep til 6am. Ask what were we doing? Seriously I cant remember the details. We watched some shows and chit chat til 6am when Eleanor needs to go home for training. Then the whole of Saturday, the rest of us just sleep and sleep after our breakfast.

I tried to post the photos in here. but seems like it's failing me. ARRghh!

i will post the photos to webshots real soon.




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12:40 AM :D

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"I" cried out for milk at... Friday, May 19, 2006


I was reading the letter from my GIP office, which was given to me since months ago. A sentence shocked me.

It reads " Please note that even though you are offered to go for GIP, there is a slight possibility that you may not be able to embark on this programme if you are not selected by any of the companies that you have chosen..... In the event that this happens, arrangements will be made for you to undergo IA/PA/PI in Singapore.?It reads “ Please note that even though you are offered to go for GIP, there is a slight possibility that you may not be able to embark on this programme if you are not selected by any of the companies that you have chosen…..... In the event that this happens, arrangements will be made for you to undergo IA/PA/PI in Singapore."

Im scared that I wont be gg in the end. There is no news from the company that I select. No letter. No emails. No interviews. The sentence just dampens my moods. Making me all excited to go China trip and now I may face not being select by the companies.

Then I continued reading on. And I forget to go for medical checkups and immunization. I was supposed to get it done last week. Now then I realize. So careless of me.

Anyway, I was confirmed for scholarship after I sent an email to enquire. Wonder how much they will give for the trip. Hope they give more money. Hee! I also wonder can I moonlight in china, to earn extra cash?! But what can I do in a unfamiliar country?



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5:21 PM :D

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I officially declare that I am going to save money. Cos im broke from the sale and shopping. And I need to prepare for GSS and More other sales. And most importantly for my China trip.

I went Isetan private sales yesterday. Thanks to Szeman. So nice of her to pass me the coupons to enter and to accompany me to the sales. It was not as crowded as what I imagine. And not as horribly crowded as Mango Sales. But in the end, I ended spending so much. I guess Levi jeans cost the most from my purchases. Im really happy that I bought my first ever Levi jeans. :)


Then, I met up with Sharon to watch Da Vinci Code. I guess I still prefer the book, the Movie somehow is not that interesting as the book wrote it. Maybe cos the book allow us to imagine.



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5:20 PM :D

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"I" cried out for milk at... Sunday, May 14, 2006


Had a gals nite out yesterday! It was fun and noisy as usual. Took alot of rubbish photos again. haha. and i realise charm got shots the most. haha! and i compiled it out and name it the 8 different charmaine. look below....




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7:17 PM :D

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To All wonderful Mothers in this world,

Happy Mothers' Day! 母亲节快乐!

I celebrated my mother's day on friday (supposedly Vesak day). Went to my mum's all time favourite restaurant (无招牌) cos the Still road restaurant is packed with pple and we didnt want to wait. We ate crabs.. i miss crabs so much and 麦片虾 too。 YUMMY!!

Gave my mum a green wallet from Pierre Cardin this year. The very first pressie that i bought for mother's day. haha! My mum always say dont need to buy, just treat her dinner. haha. but this time i decided to buy something to surprise her. Glad that she likes it.

Now im craving for some DURIANS!! And Crabs.. Im just not eating enough! hohoho!!



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7:06 PM :D

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All of the sudden since the 3 piglets are back from taiwan, it seems so noisy once again. It was so quiet in Singapore when they left. And Szeman also left too, leaving only the few 208 in singapore. In no time again, Chin and ellie are leaving to taiwan.

Hearing the stories from joyce about Taiwan, makes me so envy. I promise myself that i will travel and have fun at the end of the year. Hope i dont break my promise then.

Though i will be leaving to china in about 2 months time, there is no excitement in me at the moment but anxiety. I had yet to know where im heading to, which company, my scholarship trip news... Why am i left empty there? What is the school doing? There are so many things yet to be settled, but nothing is done. Ah!

Anyway, for the past one week, i felt so relaxing and peaceful for once. No work, no stress. But No Money! busy shopping for pple's bdays pressie. And watching TV dramas and movies. Lastly went to sch for my accounting lessons. Boring is one word to describe it. Hope i can get a good grade for it.

It's weird that i want to know my grades for my semester. It seems to long since my exams or maybe since so long i had taken my first paper. I guess i must be crazy to think this way. Most people would hope that the results wont come out. haha!



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6:50 PM :D

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"I" cried out for milk at... Friday, May 05, 2006


Finally finally and finally!! MY FREEDOM AT LAST!! After a long wait of 23 days.

My energy are all drained off. Now im so tired. Feel like im getting sick after the little hour that i sleep before all my papers. But i never felt better than before. It is the start of my freedom and so i decided to change my skin. I saw this skin on the newspaper. tot it looks nice and decided to use it.

Anyway, hurray to my freedom.



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The bAbY iN me

Nonsence
Singaporean
Currently in Shanghai
Undergrad

Sumthing abt mI

Daydreamer . Slacker .
Phone Chatter . Tv Addict .
Workaholic . Chocoholic .
aLcoHolic
Anime & Manga Lover
Amateur blader

I Want ALL ThEse!!

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Fit . Handphone .
. Good Results . Musical Box .
. Driving License . PouCh .
. Money . wallet .
. Shades . Travelling .
. handbags . bags .clothes.


Places to Crawl

. Hangzhou . Huang Shan .
. Jiu Zhai Gou . Xi Tang .
. Su Zhou . Beijing .
. Xi An . Ming Yue Shan .
. Harerbin . Inner mongolia .
. Tianjin . Nanjing .
. Da Lian .

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