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"I" cried out for milk at... Saturday, December 31, 2005

Alvina..my ex colleagues. Izzit she Chio?

Mimi last day too.

We are operators. Do we look professional?

Me and Hsien acting cute. haha!

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1:25 PM :D

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"I" cried out for milk at... Friday, December 30, 2005

Tired me in office struggling. Having a terrible headache. Hope it is not fever. Today is considered my last day if i can finish all my follow up cases. Im kinda confused and my brain had actually decided to rest for this moment.

While it is recovering in process, some comments about my job. I must really say Im glad that im under Siguan. He's really a nice guy and Tracy is there to chit chat, and i must really say they never fail to entertain me. I think i will miss their pickering. But we will see each other again. prob not in office (i hope).

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9:00 PM :D

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"I" cried out for milk at... Thursday, December 29, 2005

Our Mini Xmas Buffet in office
Does this seems alot? haha.. This is for 5 people's stomach.

this is just only chocs. He's a well known chocs-holic.

First time seeing boss yap carrying a backpack. Anyway, his bag is stuffed with all his other pressie.. *envy* haha

The Busy 2 guys... msging msging.. Maybe they are msgin to each other.. (so Near but yet so Far)

=Davis 2 bags of presents=

...Tracy's Pressie of the day...

My pressie for the day. *smilez*

Thanks and Merry Christmas!!

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8:26 PM :D

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"I" cried out for milk at... Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Christmas christmas...

Have a wonderful time at charmaine house. It is so rare that so many of us turn up and it's really nice to hear what had been going on to each of us. We Chat till late at night and Most of us fell aslp halfway. Haha.. Im one of them. hee! Anyway, it's really FUN!!

But on christmas day itself, we really have nothing in mind, some of us play mahjong, and the rest rot. haha. this really makes me feel that "tai tai" life is not suitable for me. It's too boring. Yawn* haha..

to see some wonderful and fun moments, pls click on the image photos link-208katong. (^-^)v

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1:19 PM :D

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"I" cried out for milk at... Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Meet Serene, Weilin and Angie for dinner yesterday. We guys remain the same, especially Serene. Weilin seems abit different with longer hair. We chatted about our school, our past and our future. It is a gathering that we always have during semester break. So we meet only twice a year. We are weird, aren't we? But I think the rest still meet up when they got time. At least they are all in NUS. And it's easier to meet.

=some picture moments=

Angie. me. WeiLin

Weilin. me . Serene

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9:01 AM :D

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"I" cried out for milk at... Tuesday, December 20, 2005

I got my results already. I am surprised and HAPPY about my results. Cos im seeing some light in my dark greyish future. I have A and more Bs for this Sem, though I still have C. I finally see a glimpse of hope. But I wonder do the rest of the students get distinctions?? Cos modules that I tot I really would fail, I still score a B. I was chatting with Hweeying that maybe if we had worked harder, prob we will score distinction. Haha.. But im really so happy. Sharon was saying I should start to worship DA Jang Guem, cos I was watching marathon of it during exams. Haha.

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2:59 PM :D

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Went to do some xmas shopping on Mon. I must say searching for cheap and suitable pressie is not easy. Actually this year, I wanted to be low profile at work, then I don't need to give pressie. But I decided maybe try to find some to give, and in case they give, I wont be embarrassed. While doing shopping, seeing people spending money makes me want to spend too.

I cant rem when is the last time I bought things for myself. I realized that my expenses usually go to food (mostly) and buying things for other people. (Except for previously Mango and Adidas sales which I spend a lot and I kinda regret.) Anyway, most of the xmas pressie was bought by Janie. Hee! So she solved most of my problems in finding most of the pressie. Thanks.

And I find that I never buy for my closed friends. We don't really celebrate xmas and I always think 208 is always a busy gang that we don’t really have time to think and buy suitable pressie, otherwise budget/money is a problem. But we are always friends. For most of us, presents are just superficial. This year, we are having XMAS PARTY! Sounds exciting. Nv been to party before. Hee! But I somehow don't feel like going too.

some photos that we took while shopping

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9:21 AM :D

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"I" cried out for milk at... Tuesday, December 13, 2005

3 weeks of mundane work and I dread coming to work. This time round, i dont look forward to coming to work. Abeit there are still familiar faces, I think the atmosphere are no longer the same already. Everyone is busy; there is no time to chit chat. Sometimes, I feel like a stranger, a passerby there. And suspect that maybe I ain't that close but just my wishful thinking that we are close. On conclusion, we are not heart to heart friends at the moment. But merely close "colleagues".

But luckily, there are still Boss Yap and Tracy for me to talk to and joke around. Kinda miss Alvina ( Vanessa's friend; my ex colleague). She is so lovely bubbly person. But she had left for Thailand to handle some personal matters.

This work has confirmed my doubts on office politics. The rules you need to obey in office to stay "afloat". I realized that one needs to be both efficient and socialize to get by. Somehow, socializing makes me feel so hypocrite. But if this is really a rule to survive in an office, maybe I should start to brush up those 2 skills.

And I also need to come to accept that there are favoritisms in office, just like in schools. Though I always think that if I treat this person good, they will treat me back fairly too.

Anyway, I don't look forward to my graduation and to be a working adult. I cannot imagine that I am going to turn adult soon. I still feel so "teenager". How I wish time could stop now!

Now my focus shall be to earn as much money as possible= My Aim of life.

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8:41 AM :D

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"I" cried out for milk at... Sunday, December 04, 2005

I have been weird these few days. I did not want to drink alcohol, but I feel like getting drunk. All of the sudden feel like escaping the reality. Guess my mood swing is getting out of hand these days.

Have started work for a week, I feel helpless. So many things that I used to know, I have already forgotten. And I also feel so distant from the rest of the colleagues. There seems to be a boundary in between. Is it because we are so busy with our things and they are stressed with their work?

I had so much to do. Or is it not much to do? I don’t know. All I really know is that I am doing the letters slowly. There are stacks of letters, which everytime when my colleague, Alvina helps me sort out accordingly, I will make them messy on the table again. With the mess on the table, I will feel stress. I think I am a person that cannot handle stress very well. Like in year 1 of uni life.

Maybe I should attend some stress management course. That might help me.

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12:22 PM :D

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