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"I" cried out for milk at... Friday, April 21, 2006

Sitting in the examination hall feeling helpless and hopeless for the first time for 1 hr plus. There was not much i can do but try my very best to recall what i had install in my head in the morning. BUT WHAT IS MY BRAIN DOING?? I dont recall. All my efforts and time trying to memorise them were gone. To further agitate me, some China students were discussing just how easy the paper was. This made me even more angry. Angry not at them but at myself.

Maybe i am just not a theory kind of person. I just wondered how i managed in the past before. How come i dont have Qing's brain? Qing, why didnt u impart some skills to me?

I know i will do badly in this paper. Crossing my fingers, double crossing and triple crossing more fingers that i can pass with a C. I pray that all other ppl did as badly as me. (Am i evil to think this way?)

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10:03 PM :D

* I WAN MY MILK!!!

"I" cried out for milk at... Thursday, April 13, 2006

it's funny sometime that when it comes to exams time, pple like me, blog more than the usual. is this one of the way to relieve stress and grumble to the public about how horrible the modules are and how well u have done for the paper. Maybe. i might be the very example typing my blog now.

I have not been sleeping early for the past 2 days. 3 hours of sleep each day now. it is terrible having to stay up and with shoulders tensing and aching in pain. Worst is that my tooth is beginning to grumble that extra care is not taken. It is not painful but it is disturbing.

I must say I always do things at the eleventh hour. study, test, vcds... i am just someone that believe that i can take my own sweet time. haha. my dears must have a hard time bearing with me.

some updates..
2 exams are over and 5 more to come. so far so good. dont know what to comment since they are over and i dont want to brood over them. Be it good or bad, the fate and results are sealed from the time the teacher say " pls stop writing".

Another thing is about my trip to China. The estimated date that im leaving singapore will be between 1-9 july, cos i start work from 10 jul onwards. My accomodation and company that is engaging me are not settled yet. A good news is that there is a 1 week holiday when i am in China as they are celebrating their National Day. :-) I wonder what is in China that awaits for me to discover. HAHA! I have not been to shanghai or beijing before, the only place i went is Xiamen..

lastly, during the hols, im still coming back to sch for my extra module that i plan. But i intend to work part time while studying to save MORE $$$$. Anyone happens to know, pls recommend. BUT not UOB bank. ;p

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2:03 PM :D

* I WAN MY MILK!!!

"I" cried out for milk at... Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Happy Belated Birthday Lee LOooO!! Hope u like the pressie and enjoy urself!!

Had a very wonderful time with my dears, celebrating our Lulu's bday. It is always with u guys that we always do rubbish things. We are always the noisy lot everywhere. As usual, I kept snapping photos of everyone. Hee! We Went for drinks after our dinner at Sakae, and we chat about our boring lives and some interesting topics and questions. It was such a rare occasion that we still gathered together and stay up til 4am despite the exams are nearing.

I was so happy when I heard that my dears suggested gg Taiwan after exams. I had been looking forward to it for so long and someone had agreed to help organize. But after checking out my time schedule, I do not have the time to go. AHHHH!!! How I wish I am free from all the burdens and I can fly anytime I want. I miss traveling. My mum kept saying that I always said that I want to travel with my friends but none of which that I mentioned had come true. I am grateful that my mother dont restrict me traveling. Does she actually worry for me?

In some occasions, when I think that I am gg traveling or spending money, I will suddenly rem how hard my parents had worked for the money and that they are gg to be in Singapore working. It is hard to really enjoy with that thought in mind that I am spending money to have fun while they are working so hard here. It makes me seems like an unfilial daughter. So if I spend too much, I will have the guilt and will come to regret.

Sometime, I think my parents do not give me pressure for my studies and seems to be quite lax with me. Not interfering with my things. Should I be happy? Yes I am happy but it makes me think that they dont care for me. However when they ask too many questions, I find them nuisance. How to strike a balance?

Maybe I am not a good daughter.

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5:39 PM :D

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"I" cried out for milk at... Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Today I just had my jap listening comprehension. Muzukashii desu ne~ [it is hard]. Maybe I am still not used to listening Japanese language. They were talking so fast (faster than my Chinese, can u imagine how fast? Haha), that I always miss abit here and there. GOD, my heart was pounding so fast. They went from one section to another so fast, not even pausing for u to think for the earlier section. And I think I am very baka [stupid]. the very last section was supposed to be a long passage and there were several questions to answer. I actually tot that it was a short passage to one question so in the end I was waiting there for the passage to finish BUT it continued and continued. Then I realized that I miss so many info in the passage. Luckily they repeated a second time. But only managed to catch a few info. Anyway, Im losing some confidence. This fri is my jap oral. JIAYOU!!

This week got so so many things, presentation, oral, quiz, listening, briefing for my GIP. And I cant imagine my exams are only 8 days away. HELP! Jikan ga arimasen. Ahhh!!

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11:56 PM :D

* I WAN MY MILK!!!