"I" cried out for milk at... Friday, March 25, 2005
STRESS!!!!!
EXAMS ARE IN 3 WEEKS TIME......!!!!!
and i just sorta started my engine for the journey to the battle... How??!!
today, after seeing the first 3 groups of people presenting their marketin plan... i suddenly feel so scared... i have the feeling that our plan-MENs card is not a very good plan as compared to some groups... the teacher today at least praise that this 3 groups have at least pick on the correct items and services for their plan which is good and that it is within their capabilities and reach...
i think our plan is not within reach... it's too large scale a research project.. really fear getting a C grade.. before we know what the other groups are doing... we thought that our "baby" is so perfect... so wonderful... but now im beginning to think otherwise..
anyway, i think i will stumble on the presentation day.. part of me want to present, part of me dont want to present..me and janie know more things about the card and the basic thing of credit card.. the main 2 presentors definitely must be me and janie.. but i scare i might stumble and dont knoe what to talk... how? even Jason oso say i lack of confidence... how to boose my confident? sian... already 20yr old liao... still scare here scare there..
must wish me luck... next week i got 2 presentations... marketing(5% of the overall grade) and effective communication(i think it's 15% of the overall grade)
JIA YOU!!!!!!
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"I" cried out for milk at... Thursday, March 24, 2005
came across this thingy when i was searching on The Golden Rule to treat people.
Treat others the way you want to be treated
Do you treat your friends this way? Or u treat them the way they like?
i was thinking back on how people treat me... friends.... strangers..... and cousins... parents.... brothers...i guess the list is nv ending...
i was just wondering... does these people treat me like that? the way they want me to treat them? cos suddenly i just remember some people are mean..bad... or anything... does that mean i have to mean to them?
maybe i should... i just cant stand there and be bullied.. if this time i tolerate the person, and this happen again, i accumlate all my anger and revenge back twice, triple, or worse more... this is what he or she shall get for treating me this way..
Hv i scare u guys..?? haha.. nothing to be scared of if u havent offended me... hee!!
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"I" cried out for milk at... Monday, March 21, 2005
The OC season 2 is coming back... 31march(thur) 10.30.. channel 5...
ahhahhhH!!!!! and there is Chase too... got Utt.. so suai...
and there are Jap shows coming up.. so happy... finally they are showin at a slot that i might be able to catch... YEAH!! cant wait to see it.. there is takuya kimura... OMG..
all the good shows are coming up in april.. wat a month... i will be distracted for sure.. i cant wait for april to come and may to pass.. why are my exams during april.... haiz...
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"I" cried out for milk at... Sunday, March 20, 2005
i hv spent too much in the adidas warehouse sale. goodness.. it's $200+. kinda shock. things that i have bought are shoes, jacket, shirts, goggles, swimwear, bag. some were for my brother. i hv already spend this money allowance. i guess i will have to starve myself. that's a good thing too.janie spend about $150. hong spent the least out of us.
today meet up with Sharon dear. she is as usual. but din really talk much. just normal chatting with her. me and janie have lunch with her at cafe cartel. then we saw weeshan. so coincidental. we are kinda bad, cos we din ask shan out. she was with her bf.. her bf looks different. but janie and sharon say it's the same bf. i guess i dont really recognise people. it's a good thing that they are still together, cos i used to hear about them quarreling.
i was kinda sad, angry, disappointed the other day. i call him and he din pick up his hp. thought maybe he could still be in KL or may hv slept. anyway, thought he would call back or msg back saying at least something. But.. nothing of this sort happens. then i heard from Hong that he went back office the next day. he was still on leave. and he visit Irene. So... he's Back in Singapore. and since he free, he cant be bothered to call back or msg back. i feel disappointed and sad. and 1 thing i dont like is that he visit irene they all. So im not like his xiao xiao cong ming, his "xiao mei mei".or maybe he find me a nuisance, and dont want to entertain me.
it seems like a small thing. I asked Janie if im being petty, mayb he really forget. Janie says im not being petty. im just being normal.s it a sign that it's time that i give it up?
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"I" cried out for milk at... Wednesday, March 16, 2005
Marketing plan.... Marketing plan... Marketing plan....
just managed to finish editing the marketin plan. there are still so much to do and my group has exceeded by 8 pages... goodness!! how are we going to reduced it to 20 pages?? will there be miracles?? the deadline for this project is this thurday.. How HoW how?
was pissed off at Ravi(this indian guy in my group), he seems to pretend to know everything and ordering all of us to do this do that.. i do agree with him that our plan is nt thorough enough initially.. but his attitute to me and the rest SUX.. Hate HIM. another thing that pissed me off is that since he think he is so smart so me and janie push one of the part to him to do. But in the end, he wanted to push it back to us again.. thought he damn pro.. this does not happen just once.. the previous time was to decide who to do presentation for our tutorial ans.. then he agree to do.. but but but.. last minute he told janie he cant do it cos the next day he had test.. and Janie of course being a nice soul said okie.
haiz. i have nothing to say about him. im always very quiet in front of him but complainin and maybe sometime cursing behind his back.
cant wait for the marketin plan to finish.. then i will have abit of time to focus on my studies.. been laggin behind alot.. die die die liao...!!
Howl... can u cast a spell on me to help me through this? onegai~
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"I" cried out for milk at... Friday, March 11, 2005
A few days ago, was chatting to my cousin about some of my problems. It's so nice that me and my cousin can actually share problems. Glad that she is willing to share hers with me too. Because in my perception, to share a problem that is bugging u to someone is not easy.
In the past, I used to keep everything to myself. Cos I always have the mindset that I shouldn't trouble people and people might not want to hear ur problems. Till now, I guess im nt fully "open up" to tell my troubles. But I know if im sad, all my friends will be there for me. they will be willing to lend me the shoulders to lean on.
Anyway, my cousin was telling me to either to give it a chance by confessing my feelings or to give it up and look for "greener pasture". But it's hard. If it had been much easier, I would have given up long ago. This is one that lasted the longest I guess. What should I do? Is it advisable?
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"I" cried out for milk at... Thursday, March 10, 2005
I sign up for blood donation and managed to pull hweeying and Janie to sign up too.. but in the end, I cant donate my blood. And onli Ying can donate. Ying was complaining. They were both so scared of the needles thingy. And ying keep saying that we best lor.. ask her come along for blood donation but in the end, she is the only one out of 3 of us to donate. The doc says my haemoglobin level too low when I do the blood test.. and before the blood test, the doc also says that my blood pressure is low.. at the bottomline low. he even advise me that after the blood test and before the donation, I should get a refreshment. But I fail my blood haemoglobin test. Sian. I wanted to donate so badly though. But no time. And now this happen.. what is wrong with me..??
Anyway, was so scared for ying when she called me in the evening that her blood is still flowing out when she took out the plaster. But luckily nothing happen.
Have a short marketing discussion in the afternoon to finalize our Marketing Journal Critique. And I managed to find some old Final year reports of credits cards done by business school students. Why didn't I search for them earlier.. Though they are old, some are still abit useful for us. Anyway, shall see what I can do about it.. going to have headache for the final marketing plan which is due next week. Nt very satisfied with the one that we have sorta done. There is so much to do. I just think the info inside our plan is nt convincing enough and lack of info too.. Have we pick the wrong pdt to market? I shouldn't think this way.. it's a challenge for us. We shall fight it through.
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"I" cried out for milk at... Wednesday, March 09, 2005
Finally got the chance to meet up with Joanna and Suyi. It has been long since I last saw them. I guess it's a yr ago at cafe cartel. Wow! Anyway, it's so nice have a gathering. Yingyan didn't come, cos it's a last min decided gathering. And lisi went for the Dean challenge.
But in the end, I went to hall 15 to see Joanna's room. It's so empty. Then I brought Joanna to lisi and suyi's rooms.. we chatted awhile though before Joanna left for her supper of the day..
At the dinner, I guess all of us are still the same. Joanna is still as pretty and cheerful and smart. Suyi as chubby and comfortable to be with. Joanna is really one that I peifu.. she seems to be the onli one that I know so far that don't bring books back home to study during weekends. Though she is like that, she is smart la. I cant really be like her.. I will feel unsafe.. though sometimes I brought back the books, and I didn't really have the chance to study them..hee! it's so fun to be out with them. But both of them might have troubles getting hall next year..haiz. I, myself is facing that problem. Hopefully, Meijin(my main com person in charge) can try to recommend me in and I can still remain in hall 1.
Haiz. if I stay and Joanna and the rest don't stay, then I cant meet up with them so easily liao. But Joanna says if she cant stay, maybe she will psycho her dad to buy her a car and she can drive to sch. And maybe shun bian drive me to sch too..hee! Joanna says, "no prob." Haha! yeah!! But that is provided that she has a car lah...
I chat til it was late in suyi's room, then went to lisi there to chat awhile before heading back to my hall.. by the time, it was already 1am. hee! My kor is so lazy lah.. she din even want to send me back to my hall. But Meijin persuade her.. and Meijin also insisted to send me back with my kor as well.. felt so honored n bad that they are sending me back. And of course feel bad to have left Janie in the room alone too.. lucky she meet eddy for dinner.. if nt, I guess she will die of Boredom...
Oh ya forget to mention, I told Joanna and suyi that lisi is my gan kor kor.. they are shocked.. and jo is so cute saying "can I make her my gan jie jie?" I thought she will get my hint. But jo keep sayin she wants to make Lisi to be more feminine. Haha! Suyi is also blur by it. should I really spell it out to them?
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"I" cried out for milk at... Sunday, March 06, 2005
5 Mar: has slacked the whole day...in the afternoon, went to Bugis Guan Yin temple to pray.. then makan.. then shop awhile. was supposed to meet hong. she persuaded me in the noon to help her.. she was watchin movie with weixiong. but she didn't really like Weixiong.. so she was thinkin that after the movie, i can save her.. i agreed to it...
But in the end, she sorta fly me aeroplane.. I HATE WEIXIONG!! i was damn pissed.. was abit upset when hong told me nvm. cos i actually Pang seh my parents and decided to stay on.. What is this man? I am not as important as the guy.. Am i very petty?? but the thought that im nt important makes me upset and pissed... then i msg Lisi kor.. she called me to comfort me.. think she can sense that im nt really oki.. then we talked while i shop..
i told joyce about it too.. called her before kor call me.. Joyce and Chin are so nice.. they came down from Queensway to accompany me at bugis.. that is what friends are for.. Love u guys so much..
we shop at bugis village awhile.. chin wanted to get some stuff there. in the end, i bought a bag which costs onli $14. chin bought tops and pants. joyce bought a top.. all of us are shopaholic.. Chin has awakened my Shopping bug again.. i want to shop.. SHOP SHOP SHOP is in my mind....
Hong called at ard 9+pm to apologise. i was very mean to her.. i keep saying im not going to accept the apology just yet.. She say i wont be angry because of this..but i was angry.. anyway, it's over..
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"I" cried out for milk at... Thursday, March 03, 2005
Brief description of what had been going on for the past few days..............
26 Feb: DraGonBoat at kallang (Rotaract eVent)- it's fun.. miss the feeling of rowing and the practice that last time my JC class used to have.
After that, i went to visit my ex tutor. have a great talk with her.. and i still managed to get my Hongbao(even it's after the CNY liao) hee!!
27 Feb: Facial Day - First time for this kinda thing. it's cheap @$19 onli. but it's so painful when they are squeezin the blackheads.. OUCH** i was gg to tear...nxt time pls knock me out so i wont feel the pain..!!
28 Feb: Lab report due.. - managed to rush it out. practically just copy the whole chunk from Jason's practical report. lazy to do it.. hee! the rest of the days are MUGGING MUGGING!
It was also the O levels results day. my bro didnt do as well as what my expectations of him is.. overall is quite average(L1R5- 11) but fail english. i was very disappointed. when i talked to him on the phone, think i was very harsh. Janie said that i seems to be scolding him. i think i stress him up too much. anyway, i sent a sms to apologize to him...
i msg Daddy Alex to help me check on my debit card earmark to confirm my trxn. anyway, nothing went wrong. talked to Daddy for awhile.. really miss him.. and Mummy Kim, Mummy Aishah, Szelin, Junie, Siguan, Jovis,Kexin and of course last but nt least DENNIS.. actually all of them workin at UOB.. Miss them all..it seems ages that we last visited them. when will we have the time to visit them again.. hv dinner... chill out..??
2 March: went shopping with juan, Hong, Janie. Juan wanted to get a skirt for her Salsa class. cos she somehow thinks that hong's skirt is so so nice, and she want something similar. anyway, i think juan really freak hong out. cos it seems that hong's opinion and views on clothes is the best.. haiz. i duno. HOng find it scary as in Juan is tryin to imitate her.. Juan is nt being herself. Also, in Juan's Blog, she keep mentionin that if without hong, she will be very miserable. think that freaks hong out again..it seems that hong and juan are so so close..
oki. i have to admit that hong has great or at least a better taste than me in the style sense. she is more outgoing. there will be times when u will want to be a little more like the person.. which is what juan seems to be doin. I do it too.. but to no success..haha! it's hard leh..!!
anyway, i told hong that maybe Juan really want to be ur very good friends. but expressed it in a wrong way.. it scares people out. But sometimes, i think Juan is weird. some thing i can be sure of is... she is scared lonesome (so she likes to tag along with people), a little despo though too(luckily juan cant view my blog)... janie has tried means to help her .. but i still think she is abit despo for guys..
i myself tot im already a "hua chi" and crazy liao and even thought that im despo.. Janie said im not to that extend. (real anot?) haiz.. i dont know.. maybe u guys can tell me..
anyway, in the end, juan settle for the Zara's skirt.. it's cheap $35.90 (i think) considerin it is from Zara. Janie actually wanted to buy the skirt.she saw the skirt first and try on it first.. she didn't know that it was so cheap if not she will hv pay at the cashier. anyway, since juan buy liao. think janie is not gg to buy the same. she will scout for other clothes...
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