"I" cried out for milk at... Thursday, February 03, 2005
Out of curiosity i set up this blog. i was abit tempted to hv one too since everyone is blogging. but my intention is to play with it. but i didn't want people to know of this blog. shouldn't have reveal this webbie to my dear friends. and guess what, joyce has link me up in her blog. Gosh! i just wanted to play with template.. but nowadays too busy. busy with all my quizes.. which all of them i have failed.. :(
i still feel abit insecured having to post my inner thoughts feelings in blog. Some things are just nt meant to let everyone know. that's still my mindset. and if a particular person u are commenting is viewing ur blog, and ur comments are negative. then how? i know i am not being honest to people. i know i can be consider a hypocrite. but nowadays, everyone are the same. this is for survival sake. u rather want a "friend" than an enemy right?
besides that, if u like a guy, and this guy is a close friend of urs, i bet u wont want people to know unless they are ur close buddies. and if it just nt meant for the guy to know.. and he happen to know? i will be damn embarrassed.
my conclusion is that i will feel so restricted hving to blog if i can say anything i want. then what is the use of the blog? i feel better if i write down my thoughts or type it out.. just for my reference and it is only for my eyes only..
People tell me that blogging allows people to know what is happenin to u.. and anything like problems, they will be able to comment on it, help u out. But i think it's not possible for me. maybe im still conservative. i feel unsafe hving revealed too much of myself to everyone. to me, my life is nothing exciting or interesting. Im just a simple plain Jane mugging in sch hostel and slacker too.
anyway, i thought since everyone is blogging and studyin, working, they wont have time to visit moi blog. but my guess seems wrong.
shant say anymore.. maybe i will update my boring life to all my dear Friends, hor!! haha!
I dr@nk my nic3 w@rm milk @t...
2:30 AM :D
* I WAN MY MILK!!!
