"I" cried out for milk at... Friday, July 15, 2005
I'm back from my CAC FOC. Some must be wondering since when I join. haha! I joined long time ago. But am belonging to the anti side of it.
Anyway, initially my intention was to earn CCA points hence I agree to join. There are times when I wanted to quit. But being a "nice" soul, i didn't want to be the one to break out the news to the FOC committee in fear that I will be blacklisted in future. Hence I stayed on and on and on.
Til finally it's nearing the FOC, that I really wanted to quit. cos I'm a money minded person. I thought of the opportunity cost for me to go FOC. I went for the very last meeting for the orientation camp, ask what are my duties that I need to cover. So after the meeting, I decided to go in the end. It will be too short a notice to inform them to find a replacement. I went for 3 days. took 3 days off work. I keep complaining to one of my friend. my friend told me that at least i can get away from work and play and persuaded me to enjoy myself.
Now, after the FOC, if u ask if I regret? I would say "I didnt regret."I make friends in the FOC with the sub programmers, we have our own fun. And I have an experience of Fright night. Hee! That's my very first fright night. Glad to have joined the camp.
The camp allowed me to get away from work. I didnt even think of work at all. It just reminded me of JC times. I was station master in the camp and it allowed me to experience being a station master. It's very boring indeed.
I keep comparing this camp to another. Just like Ying keep comparing to her hall camp. She says this camp has alot of welfare to the freshies compared to the others. But I think too much welfare is not good, it wont be as fun.
I think I'm a very timid person. It was the fright night(FN) day. As the sky gets darker, I get more and more scared. cos I dont know where I station. When i reach the place, it was so scary(at least to me). Then Ying explained to me where to stand. I was at the bottom of a small slope. and I have to stand alone there while Ying stand at the top slope. ALONE leh?!
Before the FN start, me and ying gathered together with the rest of the other people nearby. (they were nearer to Ying btw). When it started, I stayed at the end of the slope alone. It was scary, i was praying that this will pass soon. But as FN went on, I grew bolder. I was bored and tired standing there and hearing the Bullfrogs and bats musical till the next couple come to my station. When the FN was halfway, the patrolling people finally realised that I was alone and no one was paired up with me, they sent 2 people down to accompany me. Since there are people there aldy, and my job is so easy, hence i decided to go up the slope and look for ying. I stayed till the very last couple come up. And it finally ends.
The next morning, someone said that at my station, I was not alone. There was something at a corner looking at me. Hence, they sent ppl to accompany me. But at night I didnt feel anything. lucky me for not seeing anything. And i think im very dumb. cos when they sent the people down, i actually told those people that i can handle myself. And told them to go back. hee! What a clever move from me?! maybe next time i should be more sensitive. hee!
Now, Im back to work. back to the same routine just body aching abit here and there. eyes tired. hope to get some real rest during weekends.
I dr@nk my nic3 w@rm milk @t...
4:34 PM :D
* I WAN MY MILK!!!
