"I" cried out for milk at... Tuesday, December 13, 2005
3 weeks of mundane work and I dread coming to work. This time round, i dont look forward to coming to work. Abeit there are still familiar faces, I think the atmosphere are no longer the same already. Everyone is busy; there is no time to chit chat. Sometimes, I feel like a stranger, a passerby there. And suspect that maybe I ain't that close but just my wishful thinking that we are close. On conclusion, we are not heart to heart friends at the moment. But merely close "colleagues".
But luckily, there are still Boss Yap and Tracy for me to talk to and joke around. Kinda miss Alvina ( Vanessa's friend; my ex colleague). She is so lovely bubbly person. But she had left for Thailand to handle some personal matters.
This work has confirmed my doubts on office politics. The rules you need to obey in office to stay "afloat". I realized that one needs to be both efficient and socialize to get by. Somehow, socializing makes me feel so hypocrite. But if this is really a rule to survive in an office, maybe I should start to brush up those 2 skills.
And I also need to come to accept that there are favoritisms in office, just like in schools. Though I always think that if I treat this person good, they will treat me back fairly too.
Anyway, I don't look forward to my graduation and to be a working adult. I cannot imagine that I am going to turn adult soon. I still feel so "teenager". How I wish time could stop now!
Now my focus shall be to earn as much money as possible= My Aim of life.
I dr@nk my nic3 w@rm milk @t...
8:41 AM :D
* I WAN MY MILK!!!