"I" cried out for milk at... Friday, March 31, 2006
What a day. Had a quiz early in the morning at 930 and now i gotta wait til 6pm for my jap lesson. Actually feel like skipping, but it's the last lesson, gotta go and see what v last tips he can give for my listening and oral exam next week. Even if he dont give tips, I think i will feel more at ease.
Now in computer lab, so many people, and they look like final year students. Cos they seems to be rushing for their final year reports. So scary. i see how much they did for their report, i just wonder what i will do next time. Guess i will be super duper STRESS.
I also saw people doing their "master" degree here doing their proj. I overheard that even with Cs and Ds, u can still do masters. (i didnt mean to Eavesdrops) Good news for me. But at least i wont be that depress over my year 1 grades. Anyway, i dont think i have the financial to do masters. It's still a long journey for me. I still have no goals to what exactly i want to do. So indecisive of me. Sometime, I think this route of mine that im walking is not a bright route, i am afraid that I make a wrong choice, and regret for my whole life. I always try to persuade that u are extraordinary, there will be some things that i excel more than others. But so far, results are not very encouraging.
OH!! i know what i want now is good results. And have a 2nd upper class honours in my course, and minor in biz and some jap language knowledge where i can converse more confidently. I shall go back to my studies now. I dont think i can really catch up. BUT i will TRY MY BEST!! I can do it. I shall not break down like last time. I had grown stronger.
I dr@nk my nic3 w@rm milk @t...
3:26 PM :D
* I WAN MY MILK!!!
