"I" cried out for milk at... Wednesday, April 05, 2006
I was so happy when I heard that my dears suggested gg Taiwan after exams. I had been looking forward to it for so long and someone had agreed to help organize. But after checking out my time schedule, I do not have the time to go. AHHHH!!! How I wish I am free from all the burdens and I can fly anytime I want. I miss traveling. My mum kept saying that I always said that I want to travel with my friends but none of which that I mentioned had come true. I am grateful that my mother dont restrict me traveling. Does she actually worry for me?
In some occasions, when I think that I am gg traveling or spending money, I will suddenly rem how hard my parents had worked for the money and that they are gg to be in Singapore working. It is hard to really enjoy with that thought in mind that I am spending money to have fun while they are working so hard here. It makes me seems like an unfilial daughter. So if I spend too much, I will have the guilt and will come to regret.
Sometime, I think my parents do not give me pressure for my studies and seems to be quite lax with me. Not interfering with my things. Should I be happy? Yes I am happy but it makes me think that they dont care for me. However when they ask too many questions, I find them nuisance. How to strike a balance?
Maybe I am not a good daughter.
I dr@nk my nic3 w@rm milk @t...
5:39 PM :D
* I WAN MY MILK!!!
