"I" cried out for milk at... Tuesday, May 30, 2006
i was thinking when i was lying on my bed a few days ago. I just cant really recall much of my childhood life. my primary sch life, secondary sch life, Jc life. Nothing much that i rem. Maybe im having memory loss, maybe there were not much significant things for me to rem. I dont know. Most people always tell me how fun their primary sch life was, then mine was nothing(only thing i rem was that i used to be crazy over zero point, five stones, and skipping). As for secondary sch, i also dont know how i live my life then. I always had tuitions and tuitions and more tuitions. What a life i led- tuition life.
I was just wondering how did 208 come about, how come im inside this group, how come i dont recall being close to some of them before. I recalled that i used to be close to SM and Charm. then charm made friends with Joyce and we became friends ( is this how we know each other?) then dont know how fate brought me to, i become close to Homo. then Dont know how i was close to Lyd (issit thru tuition?). And how did i get to know XQ? CHin? ellie? becky? CJ? LeeLoo? haha.. im just too free now to think so much of this.
I guess all of us are brought together by fate and that we should treasure each other. I know we are having some "being the true me" problems. But there must be a reason that we are still close after 8 years. Im not an open person,but im beginning to open up myself. this takes time. of course i welcome anyone to tell me my shortcomings. these will allow me to understand more about myself. cos up till now, i still dont really know my identity, and i know im not a perfect friend.
There is also something i want to say, though friends we may be, but when you are my friend, i dont want you to be hurt, i will not tell you (immediately) how hurting or how bad or irritating you had been. Maybe i will gradually let you know or maybe i believe you will change someday. I still believe time is a factor. or to others, they believe that "leopard never changes its spots" instead.
Anyway, folks, please let me know how did i get to know u? hee! :)
i better get studying. im having a quiz tml. Aja aja fighting!
I dr@nk my nic3 w@rm milk @t...
4:00 PM :D
* I WAN MY MILK!!!
